Post by Alastair on May 6, 2013 11:12:16 GMT -5
It has been weeks of nightmare hell for me. What is reality? Reality is slipping from my mind day by day after each nightmare. I have been smoking more pipe tobacco every morning when I wake up just to feel the sensational burn in my throat to help me realize that yes.. I am awake. Tsura comes by my house at night every so often to help me sleep. It has been helping a little, for when I awake next to her she is my reality.
Today is the day of Lucas' cleansing. I'm afraid if I do this I will be left in a weaken state not only of body but of mind and soul. I hope she does not visit me tonight. Please virtues keep me sane.
My fear has come true, but this time it was no dream, she has returned. I am now sitting here with the blade she has brought contemplating my death. I can not take this any more this is becoming to real for me to take. I'm sorry..
-Alastair takes the sword sitting down meditating trying to find the right answer. A single tear comes from his eye as he raises the sword to take his life. The sword touches his neck but before he could do the final blow "Augus Luminos!" Holy light flings the sword across the room in the Salty Dog. A man glowing with a white appears before him. "Brother Alastair.. Has my training and wisdom not passed down to you yet?"-Zarlox.. "Who... who are you?"- Alastair.. "Do you not remember your mentor young one?"-Zarlox.. "Prince Zarlox!! I'm sorry"-Alastair says with tears coming down his eyes.. "It's okay young one.. this too shall pass.. I want you to seek salvation at the Virtue Temple in West Britain.. meditate and seek wisdom from the monks who live there.."-Zarlox.. Zarlox dissapates from Alastair's view.. Contemplating his advice he gathers his belongings and heads to the temple leaving only a note and drops of blood from his neck wound behind.. the saying "Judas... I'm sorry"
Today is the day of Lucas' cleansing. I'm afraid if I do this I will be left in a weaken state not only of body but of mind and soul. I hope she does not visit me tonight. Please virtues keep me sane.
My fear has come true, but this time it was no dream, she has returned. I am now sitting here with the blade she has brought contemplating my death. I can not take this any more this is becoming to real for me to take. I'm sorry..
-Alastair takes the sword sitting down meditating trying to find the right answer. A single tear comes from his eye as he raises the sword to take his life. The sword touches his neck but before he could do the final blow "Augus Luminos!" Holy light flings the sword across the room in the Salty Dog. A man glowing with a white appears before him. "Brother Alastair.. Has my training and wisdom not passed down to you yet?"-Zarlox.. "Who... who are you?"- Alastair.. "Do you not remember your mentor young one?"-Zarlox.. "Prince Zarlox!! I'm sorry"-Alastair says with tears coming down his eyes.. "It's okay young one.. this too shall pass.. I want you to seek salvation at the Virtue Temple in West Britain.. meditate and seek wisdom from the monks who live there.."-Zarlox.. Zarlox dissapates from Alastair's view.. Contemplating his advice he gathers his belongings and heads to the temple leaving only a note and drops of blood from his neck wound behind.. the saying "Judas... I'm sorry"